Help me if you can
It's just that this
Is not the way
I'm wired.
So could you please,
Help me understand why
You've given in to all these
Reckless dark desires.

You're lying to yourself again
Suicidal imbecile.
Think about it, put it on the faultline.
What'll it take to get it through to you precious?
I'm over this, why do you wanna throw it away like this?
Such a mess, why would I wanna watch you...

Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time.
What's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die?

Medicated, drama queen, picture perfect, numb belligerence.
Narcissistic, drama queen, craving fame and all this decadence.

Lying through your teeth again
Suicidal imbecile.
Think about it, put it on the fautline.
What'll it take to get it through to you precious?
I'm over this, why do you wanna throw it away like this.
Such a mess, why would I wanna watch you...
Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time?
What's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die?

They were right about you.
They were right about you.

Lying to my face again
Suicidal imbecile.
Think about it, put it on the fautline.
What'll it take to get it through to you precious?
I'm over this, why do you wanna throw it away like this.
Such a mess, over this, over this.

Disconnect and self destruct, one bullet at a time.
What's your hurry, everyone will have his day to die.
If you choose to pull the trigger, should your drama prove sincere,
Do it somewhere far away from here.

So glad to see you well.
Overcome and completely silent now.
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out.

And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud,
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead?
To the dead.

Recall the deeds as if they're all
Someone else's atrocious stories.
Now you stand reborn before us all.
So glad to see you well.

And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground,
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead?
To the dead.

With your halo slipping down.
Your halo's slipping...
Your halo's slipping down.
Your halo's slipping down.
Your halo's slipping down.

Your halo's slipping down to choke you now.

I didn't want to know.
I just didn't want to know.
Best to keep things in the shallow end
'Cause I never quite learned how to swim.

I just didn't want to know.
Didn't want, didn't want,
Didn't want, didn't want.

Close my eyes just to look at you
Taken by the seamless vision.
I close my eyes,
Ignore the smoke,
Ignore the smoke.

Call it aftermath, she's turning blue,
Such a lovely color for you. Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you.

Because I don't want to know.
I didn't want to know.
I just didn't want to know.
I just didn't want...

Mistook their nods for an approval,
Just ignore the smoke and smile.

Call it aftermath, she's turning blue,
Such a lovely color for you.
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue,
Such a perfect color for your eyes.
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue,
Such a lovely color for you.
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you.

I don't want to know.